hi
I started an entry today on my laptop, and thankfully I saved it midway through because my laptop had several attitude issues with me today. Several. Sigh. So on Monday, I will finish that post and post it. (fingers crossed)
I'm a little stressed/freaked out right now. One of my superiors/fellow teachers came in right before carpool to ask if I could cover the 7-12 during carpool for her. And ask how she could get in touch with me over the weekend. Why? Is it a smiley-face get in touch with or a frowny-face get in touch with? Should I be preparing myself for total let-down? Is it about the if-y class another superior informally observed yesterday? Am I being nixed from future Dialectic humanities teacher? Am I being future Dialectic humanities teacher? Did I offend a student? What about the persistant teasing about about a high school student that likes to hang around and talk to me as we have much in common? Is there some kind of foolish rumour that is being taken seriously? Am I in trouble or am I just freaking out for nothing? Whew. That's pretty much the list that's gone through my head hundreds of times since 2.40 this afternoon. I don't like these kinds of things. It's like in college--at least my college--when you get a call slip to the Dean's office and so you go through the list of things it could be (worse in Grad school because then it probably has to do with work responsibilities) and you just wish they would put some indication on the slip alluding to the nature of the visit. Because you worry and stress and then it turns out to be nothing other than, "I say you wearing a cute sweater the other day. Where did you get it?" or "From now on when you clock into the Library, you need to also initial the list on the wall." Or something equally inane. It's all so un-simple. I guess I'll put that in a later post--Monday?